Thursday, December 28, 2006

Serious


Difficult to get serious when, again, a few Christmas drinks to the good. Probably it would be sensible to have a quiet day at home tomorrow building a Civilization of some sort.
Can't be worse than being sober and watching the cricket. Still, even for the poor buggers there at the MCG, it must still be fun as a life. I wonder where England are touring next winter?

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

Ashes to Ashes


I've managed to miss writing anything about the Ashes this winter, which I suppose is just as well. If you can't speak well of the dead, say nothing at all - or something like that. It's been an absolute bloody mess from an English point of view, but even that doesn't stop me enjoying my holiday by being able to stay up a bit and follow the cricket from afar. In fact, so far tonight sounds like about the best session of the series for England - Ponting and Hussey both out for single figures. And in fact, Clarke goes too as I write. Time to turn on the radio I reckon.
I've started reading the book I got for Christmas about 'The Long Emergency'. The full title is 'SUrviving the Converging Catastrophes of the Twenty First Century'. PArticularly relevant is the concept of cognitive dissonance, applied to a society - in fact, to a species. Essentially this comes down to ignoring the broader context of what is happening in your environment in order to focus on the smaller - perhaps, more handleable, details. And so most folks worry about how to pay the rent, or the mortgage, and miss the disasters looming over us. I guess it's a survival mechanism as well to some extent, but one which is actually leading us into disaster.
Time to evolve again I reckon.

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Nice day?


Well, Christmas is nearly over, for another year, and to be honest I'm too pissed to type. It was a good one, and a merry Christmas to anyone reading this. It was good fun, and I've been busy from beginning to end, so either some of it passed by me or I caught the true meaning of Christmas, I'm not sure which. Perhaps someone can supply a sit-com happy ending and let me know?
Anyway, it was great to see everyone tonight - 14 people in all I think, so I reckon there was some good grub distribution.
This is nice now - everyone gone home or to bed, and a bit of funk (to remember James Brown, who died today) . I've got a feeling that tonight is a Christmas to last a little longer.
Kisses and merry Christmas to you all!

Saturday, December 23, 2006

All trimmed up


So, here we are. Christmas time again. I'm a huge fan. How can you not be? - the room is full of lights and colours, I'm off work and allowed to drink from mid-afternoon till early morning, and there's all that goodwill concept kicking around.
Willow's birthday tomorrow morning. She's started to be a bit more able to deal with this double excitement - we can claw her down from the ceiling now and then.
I'm cooking a huge dinner on Christmas Day - I think the guest list is about 15 people. So I'm presuming they're not going to want to sit and listen to the cricket from Australia at 2 in the morning.
Shane Warne announced his retirement a couple of days ago, following the all-too-easy regaining of the Ashes. I never saw him play live unfortunately, which is a shame as he's one of the greats of all-time.
I'm having a decadent Christmas again this year, helped out by having my first Christmas bonus. I'm well into the realms of middle class territory - my kids are certainly going to grow up middle class at the least. It's a strange thing.
I'd like to be optimistic. I have lately had a few inklings of optimism, which is curious for me. Sure my personal life is fantastic in many ways, and even though I detest wage-slavery, I am at least reasonably OK with it at the moment; but neither of these are justifications for true optimism.
The greening of the Sahara: reading recently that the Sahara has - contrary to expectations - actually been greening lately, rather than desertification increasing - now, that was good news. Such things are few and far between though.
So, for Christmas, when we can at least have a little optimism, when we can perhaps think how the world could be a better place, when we can think that - if it's not necessarily a wonderful life, it at least bears that potential - and celebrate.
Most importantly of all, is the depth of feeling that we can allow ourselves by having some time out to contemplate. That's why I like to take a couple of weeks at this time of year. It was originally a winter solstice festival, and it's an appropriate time of year, when there's little agricultural work to be done, to contemplate. That I miss Luna is still an intense feeling. But I'm also looking forward - to next year and another new baby! And sheer joy at my two daughters. Amazement at my love, my Esther.
I also have precious old friends, some of which will be joining us on Christmas Day for dinner. And new friends too.
I guess the point of these ramblings is simply that I'm lucky and happy. And even though most things seem to indicate that the world is going to hell in a handbasket, there a few signs out there that just maybe there are also reasons to be cheerful...

Monday, December 18, 2006

Briefly

Christmas holidays start in two days for me. Lots of things I want to catch up on. So this should be busy here.
One of the worst things though, is the baiji being declared functionally extinct.

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Oscillations


It's been quite a while since the last ramble. Being sick again for a couple of weeks was the main reason, and since then I've not felt like too much of a stay up and write Friday. Sinterklaas arrived a couple of weeks back, and this means the weekends have extra commitmments - away to the shops tomorrow afternoon again with the happy hunting credit card.
On top of that, there's the usual work shite, compounded by imminent redundancies (which theoretically I'm breaking confidentiality obligations on by writing about it here, but as this is effectively non-public, I guess i'll not worry too much). And I'm busy looking at the proposed redundancies, together with my colleagues in the Works Council, to see if the plan is acceptable. The sad thing is, I think I'll have to resign from the Works Council as the position I'm in now is untenable: I have too broad a picture and may be distracting others from their own focus, and I feel frustrated at their understandable wish to focus in a different way than I do. As I've got a big mouth, it bothers me that I'm becoming more of a hindrance than a help for the rest of the Works Council, for their own development, if nothing else.
That's difficult to express. I do also find it difficult for myself. It's weird when I find myself understanding the bosses' point of view more easily, but I've run a company and I'm one of the movers in this place, so it's definitely unusual for a syndicalist. Still, if you're gonna play the game, play hard - I like to think I'm using those skills for the benefit of most, if not always for everyone. It's the witch thing - somebody has to make the judgement calls, and it seems there's only a handful of us that are actually going to make those calls when the moment bites.
It's nice to be up late for a change, even if I have got the frankly discomforting threat of several hours at Toys'R'Us tomorrow afternoon with a hormonal pregnant wife to look forward to. The 2nd day of the 2nd Ashes test kicks off in 6 minutes, and finally I have the chance to listen to something hopefully entertaining.
It's the 1st Decmber today, which means lots of things in my own personal timekeeping. Sinterklaas time is coming to an end - and it's Pakjesavond on Tuesday already. But it's also the kick into Christmas time: we have the work party on Thursday already; and I'm already into when we're going to get the tree, the Advent calendars are dispensing chocoloate and the specials are starting to get broadcast stateside.
Also, it's the beginning of the meteorological winter here, though the only snow I've seen hints of so far are in the winter sports on TV and the digital snow on the Aussie torrents site Diwana, which is kind of unexpected - I didn't think Aussies would associate Christmas with snow.
The reason I'm on the Aussie torrent site of course is also for the cricket, which has just begun. A maiden to start. It's the ultimate feel of the European winter - the whistling of the reception and the slight twinge of the heating not quite warm enough, the imagining of sun and heat over the other side of the planet.
Not that we're having a European winter yet. I'd be hard pressed to call this an autumn as yet. I might suggest the poles were switching and the seasons topplingover, if it weren't for the rest of the Northern hemisphere. West of us, there have been some heavy winter storms, including the earliest lake effect storm ever seen in Buffalo and some good heavy dumpings of snow in the Rockies and Midwest. And east of the Urals, the temperatures have been record lows for the time of year. Which makes it even more remarkable that the temperatures in Europe have been so high. Not just slightly warmer than the record (which was anyway set last year) but knocking on towards 2 degrees hotter for the entire autumn than the record. This is unheard of, and has naturally got the meteos concerned and investigating over here.
Meanwhile, yesterday was the last day of the Atlantic Hurricane season. Well, what can you say. After last year, and 2004 for that matter, it was natural to expect another heavy season. And the result was anything but. One tropical storm hit the US, and that was it. Almost all the storms started well east, and recurved out to sea well before the Bermudas. In fact, what needs looking into, is that Western Europe had to keep more of an eye on the storms than the US. The Azores were hit a couple of times, and Spain, Portugal, England and Ireland were all hit by at least one heavy storm. I don't know the casualties, but I seem to remember a couple of people being lost when one of the hurrican remnants - Florence perhaps? - hit the West of England, Northern Ireland and northern Iberia. Which would mean more casualties from the Atlantic Hurricane season in Europe than in North America. For sure, we had to keep more of an eye on the storms than the US did!
So what do we see here?
Extremes. Oscillations. Unpredictability.
Everything that we could expect from a chaotic system being disturbed and moving to a new state. Predicting where this will settle, the new pattern that will emrge, would require an ability to understand this sort of complexity way beyond anything we can currently manage. All we can say is, extrememes will become the norm. It might be very hot or very cold, we might get storms or settled weather. We know millions will die and be displaced and economies will collapse. This is now unavoidable. The only thing remaining to be seen, is what the new pattern will be, and that is all that is left for us to influence.
Maybe the weather thing is an English tic. After all, only the English would break into the live coverage of the most keenly anticipated sporting event in years in order to bring the listenenr the forecast for ships. It is a uniquely and peculiarly English lyricism - "Dogger, Fisher, German Bight".

We shall see.